Y Friday, February 20, 2009Y
1:19 AM
I received my 1st bouquet of 9 roses in my 23 years 4 months of my life.It's my 1st Valentine's Day celebration and it's with him. =)
I cant describe how i felt. Happy is not enough.
Maybe euphoric.
I've never been pampered so much.
Muacks!
In a relationship there's bound to be things we are unsure about.
He said there's gonna be friction cos we are too alike.
Sometimes i think we are not too alike after all.
I'm trying too much to be a toughie like u.
It's not holding up any longer.
There's still a certain awkwardness around and between us.
I warm up quite slow i admit. This is bothering me a little.
It's not because i'm lazy and not willing to try.
He has no idea how hard i tried.
I'm still trying.
Believe me.
We've been meeting often. Hope it's not too overbearing for him.
I worry too much ...
i've had enough of nightmares from the past.
pls let everything be ok.
i believe he's gonna make my nightmares go away.
He's in JB while i'm here trying to sort my thoughts out.
Somehow he's always able to leave me hanging in mid air.
BUT i still believe he's gonna make nightmares go away.
PS: I'm gonna keep everything u've said and done in my heart
Y Friday, January 23, 2009Y
10:05 PM
it's a brand new start.everything bad to be erased...
i'm not letting it affect me one bit.
it takes up every bit of my strength and courage
to take a step out of my comfort zone and be where i am now.
And i'm very glad i've not looked back ever since. =)
i have HIM and my dearest friends where i need them.
i need no one else...
All that i've been through in 2008, i realised ;
i'm a stubborn yet naive half grown woman.
stubborn about the things i love and enjoy,
naive becos everytime i fall in love i believe he's going to be the last.
half grown becos i still have my playful-ness hidden.
in this year 2009, i hope nothing drastic will change me.
i'm happy now... at least with myself.
i've once again let myself into another comfort zone.
Gullible i may seem to fall head over heels again.
but holding back just doesnt seem fair enough to him and to me.
with him, i feel completely safe and contented.
in this short period of time with him, i smiled more than i did in the past year.
i'm so glad he came into my life...
to tolerate my playful-ness
always letting me win whenever i bian zhui
to tolerate me for not being able to crack eggs. =D
always letting me bully u.
always worrying about my weak gastric.
to always hold my hand when we walk cos i'm clumsy
to answer all my question marks..
to acc me eat my fave tang yuan
i love u dear... =)
promise me u will still do the above things as long as we are together?
PS: 1 more thing... dont say anyhow say ok to anyone other than
myself ok... i'm an avid fan of vinegar just like u =)