Y Friday, February 20, 2009Y
1:19 AM
I received my 1st bouquet of 9 roses in my 23 years 4 months of my life.It's my 1st Valentine's Day celebration and it's with him. =)
I cant describe how i felt. Happy is not enough.
Maybe euphoric.
I've never been pampered so much.
Muacks!
In a relationship there's bound to be things we are unsure about.
He said there's gonna be friction cos we are too alike.
Sometimes i think we are not too alike after all.
I'm trying too much to be a toughie like u.
It's not holding up any longer.
There's still a certain awkwardness around and between us.
I warm up quite slow i admit. This is bothering me a little.
It's not because i'm lazy and not willing to try.
He has no idea how hard i tried.
I'm still trying.
Believe me.
We've been meeting often. Hope it's not too overbearing for him.
I worry too much ...
i've had enough of nightmares from the past.
pls let everything be ok.
i believe he's gonna make my nightmares go away.
He's in JB while i'm here trying to sort my thoughts out.
Somehow he's always able to leave me hanging in mid air.
BUT i still believe he's gonna make nightmares go away.
PS: I'm gonna keep everything u've said and done in my heart